Besides me not having wrote anything in awhile...

I passed my in-class driver's training test. I got an 84% (phew, just passed), and my in-car is booked to start Nov. 7th. I hope I pass that...I don't get to drive very much though so I haven't had much practice.

Chris and I had our 6 month. It was really nice. I bought him a little mini-cactus, made him a card that took me 3 hours, and bought him some cologne (Versace Blue Jeans). He got me some gorgeous ruby heart earrings to match my necklace he gave me...they are wonderful. So that day it was a school day and after that we went to the mall and dropped his sister off there and got something quick to eat to tide us over until our dinner reservations at a nice Italian restaurant. Unfortunately we lost Chris's debit card in a trash can lol, long story...but the dinner was really good and it wasn't even that much so I didn't mind paying. Then I went home and it was a very nice night.

Blah blah blah...basically, I am glad we have gotten this far in our relationship. Sometimes I get little doubts...like we get in little fights, nothing major, and I hate them. He found out I have smoked weed once, which I thought he knew already so when he confronted me about it and said "You lied to me" that kinda hurt. Cause anytime I hurt him accidently or he gets mad, I can't stand it. I guess it's just the type of person I am. I can't handle people being mad at me. Maybe it is a wussy thing but I don't want people mad at me or whatever...unless I am just as pissed at them, but still then I don't like it. We got in another little fight when I told him something about Jessica (Ryan breaking up with her) and I told him make sure not to tell your sister, as Jessica specifically told me not to tell her. I go on MSN 2 hours later and she tells me she knew about them before Jessica told her on a text. So I get kinda pissed off, so when he phones me at night he can tell I am pissed...and he kinda talks his way out of it and his sister told me something along the lines of him having told her right after she got the text or something. Anyway, the details aren't important. It is the fact that sometimes, I question everything that comes out of his mouth. I don't know...it's not like it is a sudden change in my thinking..I have always kinda...had some doubt in the back of my mind about certain things he says. Just everyday, trivial things. I don't know whether he purposefully fibs about them or just gets it confused in his head or something...like his grades for example. He will tell me one mark he got, saying 89...and then on his report card it will say something like 76. And he will say the teacher made a mistake, or that the teacher is bumping his mark just because she likes him. It is mostly when he is telling stories that this happens...but he doesn't need to say things like that to make us like him more, I love him anyway, he doesn't need to dress up his stories any. Or things like he told Nicole he fixed the dent she made by kicking his car last year, but then a couple months ago he brought it up to her and she got pissed off because he told her he fixed it but I guess he didn't. I don't know...lately his attitude isn't very nice to some people, some of the things that come out of his mouth I don't like at all. I don't know whether he was always like that, or just recently because of all the shit that is happening now that his sister is at the high school, going out with his friends, and kinda ruining some of his relationships. He hangs out with me everyday at lunch, when before he would always be off with his buds. I don't know when the change occurred that he doesn't really hang out with the boys or talk to them anymore...but I dunno..he is trying to fix it a bit now so I guess that is good but...I hope he does. He needs a balance of boys and me. Not that I like all of his friends but anyway....he doesn't like all my friends either I know.

This wasn't meant to be a rant on my boyfriend post...just some of the things I have been thinking. It in no way means I don't want to be with him anymore...I like him so much, and when little things happen between us it upsets me a lot...more than it should probably. So I can't imagine a big thing happening to us. Because he does still make me really happy. Every day. We have a lot to get through yet...school is very hard this year. I get so much homework every night and the tests are so difficult, & that is nothing yet because my final exam Diplomas are coming up & they are worth 50% of my mark. My report card marks for this semester was: German-->94% Info Pro-->97% Chemistry-->74% Biology--> 85% So they are not too bad, except my Chemistry. Which is pretty bad and keeps going down. And if I don't bring it up, I have to retake it during my 4th block spare next Semester that I have with Chris. I also have Math with him, so that should be interesting.

We passed our 7 month on the 22nd. We didn't actually get to hang out on the day of, but we got to hang out basically all weekend before that. I slept over at Mei's, so it was an all-night thing that was very nice. We went scrapbooking Friday night, where I worked on the scrapbook I wanted to give Chris for Christmas but I dont' think I will finish in time. Then I slept over at her house and it was very nice...I've only done that once before, but I would like to do it again. Didn't get much sleep that night. Woke up and went to ABC Restaurant for breakfast where Shane made us breakfast AND paid for it the little bugger. Then that night we all went out and watched 'The Prestige' with Hugh Jackman & Scarlett Johansonn. It was so good.

The weekend before that we went to Shane's surprise B-day bash at Boston Pizza. Pretty good night, we went back to Shane's after and played video games. The weekend before THAT we went paintballing, where I got my ass kicked. I got the most bruises out of everyone, because I kinda ran around a lot and didn't hide very well I guess. I got a bruise on my thigh 3 inches across, and the mark is still there 3 weeks later. Lol.

So we leave to Mexico in about a week in a 1/2. It came so quickly...and I know it will go by too quickly. After that, Mom & Dad stay for an extra week. I am hoping to buy lots of presents for everyone, but god I am running so low on cash and I have no way to bring that number up, as I am not allowed a job. I probably wouldn't have time for one anyway. It is snowing like hell right now, probably about 60 cm at least on the ground just from 2 days of snowing.

I think I may have found what I want to do in my future, or at least what course I want to take at college/university. It is called the Bachelor of Applied Communications and Professional Writing, basically I learn all about English and writing and editing, exactly what I want to do. I think. Although I do love Biology lately.

Other than that...tension between the girlies is kinda there...Nicole has almost completely drifted off I think. If I didn' thave Info Pro with her, I probably would never talk to her. Mostly her fault, but partly mine/ours as well. She is impossible sometimes, and she needs to learn how to filter what she says before she says it sometimes. Too blunt, and it insults people sometimes. Anyway. Jessica had a thing going on with a boy I used to think was cute way back in gr. 11, Ryan. But he got scared of committment or something, or maybe thought he could get everything he wanted from her without dating her, so they only really dated for about 1 day. She got her 1st kiss from him. She lets him kiss her and touch her and stuff when they aren't going out, but that is her decision, so I won't judge. He hasn't hung out with her in about 3 weeks now though, so hmm.

Anyway...basically just busy with school, hanging out as much as possible with people (most Chris) on weekends, and preparing for Mexico. OH! I am going to the 3 Days Grace concert on Nov. 20th. I am so pumped, I am going with Chris, Meagan, Sean, Kaytlyn, and Meagan's little brother & his friend. My parents are still gone when that happens too. Heh. I cannot wait. Ta ta for now

michelle xx